your secrets are safe with me.

omg.

anw it just dawned upon me that blogs are super self-indulgent. that i've been super extremely self indulgent.

and.

for the past few weeks i was seriously on a downward spiral. it was like negative builds on negative and positive diminishing and turns into negative. and more negative builds on. anw u get my point. SO DEPRESSING! but the last week was a hell lot better.

and im not sure whether its just me, but life generally feels better when i feel that there's someone whom i can turn to. even if it's like a one way communication thing. or maybe its a self prophesy thing, but i'd like to call it faith.