your secrets are safe with me.

i just wanted some kinda reassurance and some kinda feeling that u're still there. and you went to tell me 'no, im not getting attached', ' it's not serious' and that i shouldnt get so uptight about this........ and that if i think this way, you wont blame me, cux u respect me, and that you think im a nice girl, yup.

how do you think that makes me feel?

like im not worth anything to you, just another nice girl( btw, there are HORDES of there outside).

you know, ure such an asshole.

so, your idea of a chat is a form of zen.. peace and quiet. a non-existent conversation.
CAN.

its really tiring,
to like someone who likes you but doesn't show it, and makes you feel like you're begging for his attention, who doesnt seem to care whether this thing works out or not. whom even if you give an ultimatum, won't bother to make more of an effort.
it's even more painful, more tiring to know all of this, and still want to make this work.

omg. why you always choose the wrong time to ask the wrong questions!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and if u dont want to know the answer dont ask the question!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! see now u dont know how to reply. so u just want information so that u can gossip right?!?!?!

AND THEN YOU HUHHHHH....

YES IM V POOR THING. like i need more sympathy right now.

infuriating.

COMPUTER GOT VIRUS. omg

pulp fiction is good. and watching movies to prepare for exam is much much tooooo relaxing. im getting a bit scared now, but am still procrastinating. HELLO THERE BRAIN. start to panic, please!?!?!?!

i like you,
but hate the fact that you may think im not good enough for the both of us.
and scared of the possibility that you're not the kind of person whom i think you are
and im terrified that its too late to turn back.
'nuff said.

i feel like a little sister again, trying to know where you are, and you are reluctant to tell me.
you don't get the point, I dont want to see you, i just want to create some kinda conversation.
stupid you.