your secrets are safe with me.

exams are finally over and im thinking less and less about the mistakes i made... seriously i know it's no use crying over split milk, but i just can't help it. and it really sucks too, cux it haunts me every night.

and it scares me that friends around me might one day never be around anymore because they are the ones in my life that make me sad, happy, overwhelmed angry. life is really precious because its a miracle in itself to have one. there shouldn't be any reason to take it away, no matter how serious things are. i might sound angry but im really more worried than furious at you. it's not the theory whether one should control his and her own life but rather the fact that i cherish you as my friend so you should cherish your life too.

i don't know why im so worriesome! but there's always God to answer my calls and to soothe me of my worries. i know cux God has worked wonders for me and he has answered me! i think. i know. i think im ready, finally, to take the next step forward. i've been stuck in a rut for such a long time i thought i would never get out of it. it's a sense of release, knowing finally what you need to do and what you should do. it sounds like i need an external locus of control, but i don't. i just need guidance.