your secrets are safe with me.

i feel soooooo sick. not literally of course, but argh why does one have time to do stupid, meaningless things yet none to do things that really matter? like having 938120395664322 friendster contacts yet only probably 1% of that gazillion contacts are actually life-sized friends. don't these people have any better things to do?

Granted, i don't have 9881237475211111 contacts, but i have 6 life sized, big hearted great friends, whom i really wanna pay a tribute to right now(:

to number 1 and number 2: you probably wont read this ( and no one really comes here anw lol), i really love you! it's been a great hmmm 10 years since i got to know both of you ( and it always makes me feel so old!) Although we do spend alot of time apart, im glad that we're together more often now, especially when life's trials seem to be more and not less as we grow up. from our toot toot hairstyles and (my buck teeth ) until now, i do think we've all changed on the outside ( for the better of course) but inside, we know what really matters ( duh, our friendship). i hope you guys will continue to support me, and likewise me to you for always.

to number 3 and 4: i STILL don't know how come we became good friends ( we've talked about this for a long long long time!) you guys always know how to make me feel good about myself and i love hanging out with you all. sometimes this isnt easy for we are so different and our ties seem to fade with each passing day, i hope and pray that this is only temporary, for we are all going through a transition right now. sometimes i wished somethings had not been said , and sometimes i wish i didnt say the things i said that have been real hurtful to you. and sometimes i wished i didnt judge you for the friends you hang out with, but maybe im just jealous they have you and i don't. so yeap. hope that we still have this friendship going on okie

number 5: we always get into trouble during stupid chem practicals and whatnot. i guess we're so similar yet so different that's why we click most of the times and don't sometimes. i regret not getting along with you during that period of time where it should give us the most beautiful memories, but i don't regret having you for a companion at all because your friendship is what really matters and frankly, is more beautiful than any scenery. thanks for always being a call away and being my shrine, for if it wasn't for you my brain would go wonky sooner or later. thanks for keeping me sane.

number 6: i havent always got along with you, but the present is what matters. im glad that u're there to bring colour to my boring life, to make shopping trips with me and dinners with me in town after work. what am i gg to do without my shopping partner!!!!!!! it's difficult to part and even more so for you, but im looking forward to your coming back already. life has something in store for you and me and we gotta embrace it!

and to a number 7: u may be lost to me, but never forgotten. somehow, somewhere in my heart, im always waiting for your friendship to come back. but i cant ever welcome you back with open arms, because u've broken this friendship of trust again and again.

with all this said, im gg to embrace my university years with enthusiasm! it's gonna be funnnnnn and im going to meet MR PRINCE CHARMING aka my future husband!!!!!!!!! lol.