your secrets are safe with me.

hello lovelies!

im 19 and a day old today... i'm really getting old, but birthdays are great days because i get to spend it w my friends around me.

yesterday was spent with my astatine friends ( without any common tests )! jas, net jx and ch.. it was really memorable with a lot of pleasant surprises, we had high tea at goodwood park .((:

i told net yesterday that a year ago i would have never expected to spend my birthday with this group of people, it's like we are so different and we belong to different cliques.. jas and i were virtually not speaking to each other lol, me and net are so different( yet so similar at the same time i dont really know how to explain that), and i don't really talk to the guys( the guys dun talk to me either:P) it's just so wonderfully weird how life has twisted in such a way that we can click and spend time just chatting the whole afternoon away. so funny right. i really had a great time and i smile just thinking of yesterday((:

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and on to something more perplexing. my mind's bubbling with a lot of questions that i don't have the answers to. i hate recieving signals and the more i hate deciphering them. please make it clear to me so i don't have to lose sleep thinking about it. maybe im just hallucinating i don't know but will someone please give me a clue?