your secrets are safe with me.

smth tells me that everythings gg all wrong. im supposed to be excited, exhilarated and happy. but i'm not. really not at all... theres too much tension in the house, too much worrying, too much quarrelling for me to even be excited abt it. and too much thinking about certain things.

people are just complicated. i like you. i want to like you. i want to know who you really are, which facade is your true face. i'm really really perplex about the things you do and i feel like i don't really know you at all. it's so strange. i just want to know the truth. i hate being lied to, i hate ppl who try to ingratiate themselves and i hate thinking so much about people when i feel that humans can be simple and pure.

i want to like you even though everyone may say bad things about you, i want to like you even though sometimes you let me down so much. but sometimes im really scared that what you did to others you may do it onto me.

but you are my friend and i will try to stand by you, always.