your secrets are safe with me.

i think its really true that one only begins to cherish when he/she has lost something.. when it was there i would take it for granted and even treat it as non existent sometimes... but when the time comes where it slowly begins to slip through my fingers i start trying to cling onto whatever that is left because i hate losing things. i guess this is probably the human ego mechanism working inside me.. but it really goes about showing how insecure i am as a person.. the things that i've so gotten used to around me suddenly gone it's like a part of me gone.. and it breaks my routine chain and hence the feeling of being lost really gets to me.. i'm never never taking things for granted again. i promise.