your secrets are safe with me.

my teeth is hurting damn bad now. i cant even eat soggy fries. sucks! might have to live on fluids for a few days... but got new purple colour bandssss so exciting! lol. the best part about my dentals are probably the fact that i can change my colour bands.. i lurrrve my braces! yay. most of the time anyway.

anyways i realised that i was too harsh on my previous entry.. i guessed i let my emotions get the better of me and just spurt out all that nonsense. it makes me think whether im really that mean all the time and that i just choose to hide it so i wont get ostro-ed. sometimes i really hate the bitchy side of me. my alter ego.

today something happened which brought back memories of sec 2.. being judged so wrongly by a friend whom u cherish so much.. again. felt like a stab in the heart. knowing that someone you care so much for actually views u as a friend who leaves them when you think they're too screwed up. i won't abandon you why can't you trust me on that? is it your insecurities that tell you no one's going to be there for you. or is it what you truly feel about me? i cannot fathom.