your secrets are safe with me.
rough winds shake the darling buds of may.Saturday, January 27, 2007
this is gonna be my last entry before i go to switzerland.
i hope u guys will see me again( i will not get blown away by snowstorm)
and i am super having difficulty packing clothes into my luggage. which happens to be teenyweeny cux the larger one spoiled.
umm. i will take lots of pics! and try to buy something for everyone including myself((:
but i hope you do forgive me if i don't,
not because i forgot but rather i'm broke.
im gonna come back on 14th so don't make plans that include me ( though probably no one intends to lol)
15th i'm gonna start working!
meanwhile, i hope u guys take care,
and at times, think of me!
and pray for me lol
<3 ur fishie friend
i hope u guys will see me again( i will not get blown away by snowstorm)
and i am super having difficulty packing clothes into my luggage. which happens to be teenyweeny cux the larger one spoiled.
umm. i will take lots of pics! and try to buy something for everyone including myself((:
but i hope you do forgive me if i don't,
not because i forgot but rather i'm broke.
im gonna come back on 14th so don't make plans that include me ( though probably no one intends to lol)
15th i'm gonna start working!
meanwhile, i hope u guys take care,
and at times, think of me!
and pray for me lol
<3 ur fishie friend
Friday, January 26, 2007
smth tells me that everythings gg all wrong. im supposed to be excited, exhilarated and happy. but i'm not. really not at all... theres too much tension in the house, too much worrying, too much quarrelling for me to even be excited abt it. and too much thinking about certain things.
people are just complicated. i like you. i want to like you. i want to know who you really are, which facade is your true face. i'm really really perplex about the things you do and i feel like i don't really know you at all. it's so strange. i just want to know the truth. i hate being lied to, i hate ppl who try to ingratiate themselves and i hate thinking so much about people when i feel that humans can be simple and pure.
i want to like you even though everyone may say bad things about you, i want to like you even though sometimes you let me down so much. but sometimes im really scared that what you did to others you may do it onto me.
but you are my friend and i will try to stand by you, always.
people are just complicated. i like you. i want to like you. i want to know who you really are, which facade is your true face. i'm really really perplex about the things you do and i feel like i don't really know you at all. it's so strange. i just want to know the truth. i hate being lied to, i hate ppl who try to ingratiate themselves and i hate thinking so much about people when i feel that humans can be simple and pure.
i want to like you even though everyone may say bad things about you, i want to like you even though sometimes you let me down so much. but sometimes im really scared that what you did to others you may do it onto me.
but you are my friend and i will try to stand by you, always.
Thursday, January 25, 2007
inspiration is drying up.
ppl! im gg to become a cosmetics girl when i come back fr switzerland((:
i've got my job!
its 6 bucks an hour, but i have to pay cpf boo.
so basically im only earning 4.80 an hour. pls dont ask me to treat you when my pay pack comes!
but i do get commission, which means catfight and backstabbing w fellow colleagues to get customers)):
anw i need to finish my sets for my customers! or else im deaddddd.
4 more days to go!
i've got my job!
its 6 bucks an hour, but i have to pay cpf boo.
so basically im only earning 4.80 an hour. pls dont ask me to treat you when my pay pack comes!
but i do get commission, which means catfight and backstabbing w fellow colleagues to get customers)):
anw i need to finish my sets for my customers! or else im deaddddd.
4 more days to go!
Monday, January 22, 2007
im superrr broke. ive freaking spent like ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++100bucks on my materials alr, i hope my business venture is worth it! OH NO PLS DONT FAIL ME.
frugal. that's it. i will enjoy the simple pleasures in life. such as drinking plain water. and eating white bread. material things and good food really don't matter at ALL.
who am i kidding!?!?! im like gg to glasshouse to eat fish and co tmr! zzz
those who owe me money, pay up now!
<3
frugal. that's it. i will enjoy the simple pleasures in life. such as drinking plain water. and eating white bread. material things and good food really don't matter at ALL.
who am i kidding!?!?! im like gg to glasshouse to eat fish and co tmr! zzz
those who owe me money, pay up now!
<3
Thursday, January 18, 2007
its really late at night, but i just wanted to share some thoughts of mine(:
1) free yourself; say what's in your heart
It's very true for me, talking about what i have kept in my heart for the past few years has kinda liberated me from feeling bad about the incident. the 'sorry' that i've owed for all these years has finally been given back to her and i really feel good about it.
so its never too late to say sorry
2) straight talking
Let's go straight to the point, there is absolutely no point in try to twist your words around so that no one gets hurt cux seriously, everyone knows your tricks. time can heal wounds, so let's not waste any in flowery jargon.
3)stick to your choices
there's no point in flickering from one choice to another, if you are so fickle, it just shows your insincerity. why should you be the one choosing when both are too good for you. i'm sick of you. please grow up. no one needs another person to live.
4) catching up
thinking about good times lifts the spirit, talking about them gives it life. friends will always be friends forever, and friends will never forget, all you gotta do is have faith and give time.
to my friends: i love you.
1) free yourself; say what's in your heart
It's very true for me, talking about what i have kept in my heart for the past few years has kinda liberated me from feeling bad about the incident. the 'sorry' that i've owed for all these years has finally been given back to her and i really feel good about it.
so its never too late to say sorry
2) straight talking
Let's go straight to the point, there is absolutely no point in try to twist your words around so that no one gets hurt cux seriously, everyone knows your tricks. time can heal wounds, so let's not waste any in flowery jargon.
3)stick to your choices
there's no point in flickering from one choice to another, if you are so fickle, it just shows your insincerity. why should you be the one choosing when both are too good for you. i'm sick of you. please grow up. no one needs another person to live.
4) catching up
thinking about good times lifts the spirit, talking about them gives it life. friends will always be friends forever, and friends will never forget, all you gotta do is have faith and give time.
to my friends: i love you.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
jas, eve, me and net are gg to set up a small small business! haha we are gg to sell earrings and other accessories! hehes please please support us so that we will earn money and not make losses((:
VALENTINES DAY IS SO COMING UP! this is the time to show DA LOVEEEE for your girls and treat them right so why not get them exclusively made earrings and accessories designed to suit their tastes? we'll even wrap it up uniquely so you don't have to worry abt that! ((: contact us, please!
I'm coming back in time for valentine's day,btw.;)
VALENTINES DAY IS SO COMING UP! this is the time to show DA LOVEEEE for your girls and treat them right so why not get them exclusively made earrings and accessories designed to suit their tastes? we'll even wrap it up uniquely so you don't have to worry abt that! ((: contact us, please!
I'm coming back in time for valentine's day,btw.;)
Monday, January 15, 2007
hello!
have decided to take up the job if there are no more job offers tmr. wheets! means i have something to do! but me will be working full timee 48 hrs per week so only left sundays to do whatever catchups there are)): boohoo. so try to schedule class outings and the such on sundays if not during evenings okayyy?:D hee
anw had a vvvv eventful previous week! met up w sixoh on sunday( it was our class bdae, 15th jan) and its meaningful cux the '02, '03,'04,'05,'06 and my sort of grandjuniors 07s60 came! haha so cool right.
hwa chong has these really really cool traditions, even its campfire night on friday looked a little like a communist rally i think:S everyone just like went totally wonky during the light up it was like a riot gg on or smth. but its fun lah:D and i danced the mass dance w pinxuan ( aka the one i was featured on the PUBLICITY VIDEO dancin during 2005>.<) after 2 years! okay wasnt exactly dancing more like fooling ard ( w ppl looking damn weirdly at us like we are damnnnn lousy:x). and after the campfire we went to beautyworld as usual to eat supper like a super big family! the seniors who came esp the 02 were superr nice! junyi has been crashing the junior sixoh classes since forever and amy fetched 5 of us home when she could drop us somewhere to take a cab home! and the thing is she knew like only 2 ppl who were her sixoh classmates. 04 seniors are the closest to me and i love them alot! sometimes i feel that they are even closer to me than my own class( i know its weird don't ask me why)..
the pic is so small u cant even see me! hehehe. i wanna go back to orientation!
i just wanna look back and reminisce. the love of the past, the memory of now.
so cheem;)
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
jobless me has gotten a new job,
but the job doesnt seem to pay enough!
I have to work my ass off 6 days a week,
8 hours per day,
and i get 1100 a month.. that's 5.7291666667 per hour.
Tell me,
should i stay.
or should i go?
but the job doesnt seem to pay enough!
I have to work my ass off 6 days a week,
8 hours per day,
and i get 1100 a month.. that's 5.7291666667 per hour.
Tell me,
should i stay.
or should i go?
Thursday, January 04, 2007
it's been a really long time since i've updated, but its not really because i was busy, but more like i was lazy:P
CHRISTMAS!!!
pretty pretty, streets were filled w so much christmas spirit! as usual, spent with my dearest family ( w a new addition my oh-so-cute nephew) eating steamboat! and in the middle of my dinner dearie pam fr UK called me! so happy and honoured that she still remembers me((: am asking her whether shes free during my travelling period so i can meet up with her! its been so long! really miss her alotalot man(:
recieved beautiful cards fr my lovely nj classmates: ilona, hupp, net and weina! i love all ur cards and will keep them carefully cux its written w lotsa loveeee( i hope:x)
New Year
Sadly new year came w a headache and i couldnt go for my sixoh gathering... rather sad cux luce was there and i wanted to give her something! but thanks luce for being a great friend and msging me to get well soon(: love ur card as always thank you love u!
1st of jan with astatine! wheets~ had village for dinner and was pleasantly surprised ( its exactly like marche actually((:) den played mahjong and bridge the whole night! haha i kept getting separated from the girls so it was always me and 3 other guys ( arent they lucky lol) and i won like 2 bucks fr mahjong at the end even though i lost initially haha! and im super not pro lah only know the basic one dunno the complicated combinations! shall continue to learn fr my bro in law so that i become more pro hohoho.(:
NOW
the new year has come and time has come for me to make some resolutions! though the fact is, i don't feel that this is another year, it feels like another day and really weird that im not waking up at 6 in the morning grumbling abt my thick and hot nj uniform and abt my new yucky(or nice) teachers. LET ME GO BACK TO SCHOOL! i miss school alotalot! the canteen food, the dirty, insect infested classrooms on the first level, and the juniors and my cca!
i want a job! i want i want! should seriously go and find one already though lazy bones inside me are making me stay put at status: unemployed. we are nothing now( explains the reason why we have to pay adult fare cux we make no contribution to the blardy society boo).
and i read newspapers this morning and found the most ironic advertisement. macdonalds are promoting their longevity meal. like hello?!?! eating macs will so not prolong ur life unless clogging up your arteries gives u a better and healthier lifestyle... i don't think so*rolls eyes*
switzerland! here i come!!!
bored to death):
CHRISTMAS!!!
pretty pretty, streets were filled w so much christmas spirit! as usual, spent with my dearest family ( w a new addition my oh-so-cute nephew) eating steamboat! and in the middle of my dinner dearie pam fr UK called me! so happy and honoured that she still remembers me((: am asking her whether shes free during my travelling period so i can meet up with her! its been so long! really miss her alotalot man(:
recieved beautiful cards fr my lovely nj classmates: ilona, hupp, net and weina! i love all ur cards and will keep them carefully cux its written w lotsa loveeee( i hope:x)
New Year
Sadly new year came w a headache and i couldnt go for my sixoh gathering... rather sad cux luce was there and i wanted to give her something! but thanks luce for being a great friend and msging me to get well soon(: love ur card as always thank you love u!
1st of jan with astatine! wheets~ had village for dinner and was pleasantly surprised ( its exactly like marche actually((:) den played mahjong and bridge the whole night! haha i kept getting separated from the girls so it was always me and 3 other guys ( arent they lucky lol) and i won like 2 bucks fr mahjong at the end even though i lost initially haha! and im super not pro lah only know the basic one dunno the complicated combinations! shall continue to learn fr my bro in law so that i become more pro hohoho.(:
NOW
the new year has come and time has come for me to make some resolutions! though the fact is, i don't feel that this is another year, it feels like another day and really weird that im not waking up at 6 in the morning grumbling abt my thick and hot nj uniform and abt my new yucky(or nice) teachers. LET ME GO BACK TO SCHOOL! i miss school alotalot! the canteen food, the dirty, insect infested classrooms on the first level, and the juniors and my cca!
i want a job! i want i want! should seriously go and find one already though lazy bones inside me are making me stay put at status: unemployed. we are nothing now( explains the reason why we have to pay adult fare cux we make no contribution to the blardy society boo).
and i read newspapers this morning and found the most ironic advertisement. macdonalds are promoting their longevity meal. like hello?!?! eating macs will so not prolong ur life unless clogging up your arteries gives u a better and healthier lifestyle... i don't think so*rolls eyes*
switzerland! here i come!!!
bored to death):
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