your secrets are safe with me.

i always thought that i was the type to forgive when the time came,
just that it takes a long time for me to shake off the bad memories,
but i think not everyone has the patience to wait for this to happen.

and you know, things might have just worked out had you waited for a while longer.

i don't know why i let myself go deeper;
i'll just end up broken when you go away.
as i said, we're at different paths of our lives,
maybe only for now,
but maybe for always.
so why bother,
when i know exactly where this will end.
all i know is that i want you more than a friend,
but a friend is the most you can be, to me.

don't understand how people can make me feel worse about myself

stresssssssssssss.
grouchyyyyyyyy.

hates the fact that liking someone can be so transient.

this isn't working out like it should
maybe it was a mistake in the first place.
it's like a inner frustration--
im surrounded by people
but i feel so alone.

I AM FUCKING PISSED.
she's like the diva in the group thinking that shes so damn high from RJC
laughs and talks like a bimbo and wastes my time,
AND LAUGHS AT MY CORRECT ANSWERS. you know you're not that smart yea?
leaves project meeting early for her jazz and blues cca,
starts slacking off,
then when its time to hand it the project,
she goes, AIYO JIALAT WHY GOT SO MANY GRAMMATICAL ERRORS
when she didn't even try correcting them in the first place.

HI WHO'S THE COMPILER MAY I ASK.
IT'S YOU NOT ME,
so why the hell am i covering your ass?
SCREW YOU.

why do i meet so many of such people.
i'm sick of all of you.

aussie is gone, but don't feel anything about it; good thing for me.