why do you continually do this to her
to punish or what
cux seriously i don't get you
and you seriously shouldn't get to have her
im going to stop bitching already, dont see any point, don't learn anything from it and have vented enough anger for the past few weeks.
i am very worried for myself. really really worried.
Don't freaking give me that accusing tone when i should be the one scolding you for not doing your job.
OMGOMGOMGOMG
you are bloody selfish and i hope i dont have to pick up the pieces
intrigued,
can't open you up.
never heard from you,
i think i'll leave.
i could get used to this,
but this is the furthest it gets.
anymore and it's too close for comfort.
hmmmmmm.
not having enough sleep definitely creates havoc to your brains
i think.
there's a point where the blood bleeds dry.
and there's nothing left, for more bleeding, or for salvaging.
if there's such a point, this is it.
and this is the point where all good and bad things come to a standstill. the good stops being better, and the bad stops being worse. it's like a state of inert and i don't know if im looking for more trouble, or i just want things to be better again.
things that leave a black sludge of tar on your canvass
scarring
tragic.