your secrets are safe with me.

it's so weird, i popped by lw's blog and found this tag:

nus bus y2 student: of cos nus is more recognised than ntu ... like rj is more prestige than other jc .... sry , dunno how jus happen to pass by ur blog

like huhhh??! the only reason why nus is more recognised is because of its med and law faculty and that's what makes its overall ranking better than ntu. AND in terms of bus and acc, ntu is more established and has more accreditation to its name. AND i don't want to spend 2 sems doing econs when i can do it in one. AND ntu bus has a wider scope and I just like ntu better. AND just to correct his/her sentence: rj is more PRESTIGIOUS than other jc (which is really quite debatable actually).

each is entitled to his or her own opinion.

it's like so irritating, why are some people so elitist? like i went to a particular open house and one of the students said that their school is more friendly and cool for its english speaking environment rather than ___, which is more cheena. so does that mean that being chinese speaking CHINESE we are not as cool as those who CANT speak an ounce of chinese to save their souls? it's really exasperating to find these kind of people!

argh. wth.

today is happy day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

went to eat kfc with char and striderrrrr. so happy, so like the days when we were the happy weekend mugging gang, chatting for 10 mins for every 5 mins of work, taking DAMN ugly photos at the esplanade and stuff. now we've all got our separate lives, and everything's so different now. i don't mean in a negative connotation actually, for it just means that we have a wider social circle, and sometimes its difficult to meet up all the time and do funny spaz things that we used to during our jc life.

den we went to do manicures and pedicure for me! wheets i love my nails now, even though the red on my toes have already chipped))): and got bubbles on my fingers )))):


evening was spent with sixoh girls! i love them to bits they just make me feel so happy and i just feel that organising any outing is worthwhile cux they make the effort to come. and i finally gave lulu the pressie that i've kept for soooo long (and thus it looked a bit like kiam chai ). tried nett's favourite roast chicken! haha i quite like it if not for the fact that the chicken was so difficult to dissect that i gave up after eating two thirds of it. and vanessa the star shooter came haha so honoured cux i havent seen her for like the longest time.

but it's so funny that i love them even though we don't talk for EXTREME LONG PERIODS OF TIME and that i feel that i can be myself when im with them. there's no need to pretend im strong, prim and proper with them cux im really not.

it's a feel good day and i love it.

im so tired.

while writing the previous post last night, i was locked out of my room cux of my dearest daddy. it's really just a coincidence that i left the key in my room and my dad happened to close the door ( cux my lock was alr spoilt for a long long time). i spent half the night bickering with my mom ( cux apparently she doesnt think very highly of me ) and half the night crying cux i felt so sorry for myself and my actions.

and this morning i felt so stupid for crying cux i know my mom always says this kinda stuff i never fail to fall for it. plus crying made my eyes so goldfishy and i know that i might be going to work today. plus crying made everyone frustrated ( including me) and i need to act like an adult soon.

it's just a bad day. feel like taking a rain check.

tw0 things ive learnt about myself today:

1) im suffering from some stupid syndrome cux im too bored with my life and i need some entertainment ( by giving myself endless troubles to think about)

2) im a compulsive shopaholic and i have some ob thing.

argh. i want the mango dress which cost 60 bucks
i want my shu uemura curler which is 23
i want my guess watch which costs god knows how much buckeroos..

i need to stop shopping. RIGHT now.