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rough winds shake the darling buds of may.Monday, October 16, 2006
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can post ur pics there too! password is astatine
can post ur pics there too! password is astatine
Monday, October 09, 2006
i know that was supposed to be the last post. BUT i have alot of pent up emotions which i have been suppressing for so long i almost cant take it.
why is everyone expecting me to treat as if nothing has happened when it is obviously not the case! i want to come to terms with things at my own pace but i feel as though im being forced to be pretentious and act happy and blahhh..! i hate being in this situation! ALL is NOT well thank you very much.
and im becoming a horrible bitch and i hate the person that im becoming! i don't know why, maybe im still bearing a grudge from things i shouldnt even think about anymore because ITS NOT IMPORTANT. maybe im trying to protect myself or something, i don't know. sometimes i just feel very unjustified because everyone cares about someone else when i'm the one who's been hurt.
maybe no one cares at all. ol well don't mind me im only ranting.
why is everyone expecting me to treat as if nothing has happened when it is obviously not the case! i want to come to terms with things at my own pace but i feel as though im being forced to be pretentious and act happy and blahhh..! i hate being in this situation! ALL is NOT well thank you very much.
and im becoming a horrible bitch and i hate the person that im becoming! i don't know why, maybe im still bearing a grudge from things i shouldnt even think about anymore because ITS NOT IMPORTANT. maybe im trying to protect myself or something, i don't know. sometimes i just feel very unjustified because everyone cares about someone else when i'm the one who's been hurt.
maybe no one cares at all. ol well don't mind me im only ranting.
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