your secrets are safe with me.

hello chinpei! unfit cannoeist hoho.
haha love my juniorssss.. they're so nice! well most of them anyway:P posting results coming shall pray for all of u to stay( for just in case purposes only)! ((:

anyway...i realised that i may be in some kinda illusion that people do good to do good.. haha you guys reading probably have no idea what i'm talking about... i've been in my interact scheme for hmmmm... half a year? during all this time i was under the assumption that all these foster parents were taking care of these kids ( really cute, naive, innocent, and lovely) for the fact that they want to give them what they couldn't have in their biological families-- love and care. i didn't realise that there may be some other reasons to why they decided to take in these little kids.. the 700 allowance per child.. the sake of others looking at them in a better light... i think sometimes i'm just very naive and stupid..

ol wells but who am i to question their intentions... i don't even know why im doing all this community service thing... is it to place service above self? or purely just for a nice record on my caal statement... i don't deny the truth that im no angel myself..

and if it wasnt these people who voluntarily ( or not ) providing care and a shelter for these kids, where do they go? who would love them, feed them, take care of them when they're sick, teach them to ride on the bicycle, celebrate their birthday at the zoo.. things that parents do with every child.. i guess whatever reasons they be, the happiness that these kids get from their foster parents is priceless. at the end of the day, the exchange is what matters..

ive decided to update my blog only when i have something constructive to say... hmmm which is kinda rare but ol wells dun really want to torture those who come across my blog and everything:P haha so anywaysss.

this little thing called love..
one wrong step, a tiny little one
sets off a very wrong path..
it can overwhelm you with warmth
but haunts you with anger, sadness and cowardice
when it sours
love is really both
the angel and devil
looking at love from both sides

even when feelings still linger
theres no turning back
coz no way you can retrace what you once had
no way you can forget.
maybe walking away
letting go
is the very best one can do about
this little thing called love.

..and anyways im not an expert on love matters.. so i might not be the best person to give advice to...